Without a fall, there is no redemption...but with out my own downward spiral I wouldn't be the man I am today. I can say that now that I have long since cleaned up my life and decided to change. To live the remainder of my life repairing the damage that I have done in the past and by giving back to others. By living my life unselfishly. A few short years ago, I could barely see any light at the end of the tunnel.